[Verse 1] It's funny how you should ask me
Why I never visit home
It’s just awkward that your company
Makes me feel more alone
And I'm tired of pretending nothing's wrong

[Verse 2] We used to get our laughs
In the cheapest fucking ways
It never seemed mean
But I’ve been thinking back these days
And I'm the one that's changed
Sometimes I wish you could do the same

[Chorus] And I've been trying to wash
These words off of my lips
Find something honest
To replace them with
And I don't hate you
I just know you'll never get it
And you don't have to get it

[Verse 3] And I wish you wouldn't ask
About my best-laid plans
You wouldn’t like the answer if I had one
And your disappointed looks
Always keep me on the hook
But I refuse to die for that

[Bridge] This isn’t what you want
But this isn't about you
This isn’t what you want

[Pre-Chorus] I'm just trying to flush
The suburbs from my blood
And I'm scared that
You're the person I’ll become

[Chorus] And I don't hate you
I just know you'll never get it
And you don't have to get it
You just have to respect it

[Bridge] This isn't what you want
But this isn't about you
This isn't what you want
(This isn't what you want!)
(This isn't what you want!)

[Outro] I'm just trying to clean
The garbage from my floor
Or maybe just hid behind my door
And I don't hate you
I just know you'll never get it
We'll probably just forget it