I know I met you at the wrong time
But I can’t schedule my feelings, and I’m no good at dealing with my own mind
And its unconscious decisions that lead to our collision, but it’s alright
That’s how I lie to myself, cause when I begin to wonder, I end up going under
In a spellbind, so I try to remind myself to come back down

I don’t know if I’m ready to show the real me, most people find it overwhelming
Try my best to keep my heart at arms length, but I always seem to find it hanging out of my sleeve
So I sit, hoping that you’ll commit, but past relapse suggests that it’s all unlikely
And like before, I just can’t ignore the fire burning me inside

Fall for you early
Watch you run out on me
I can’t hide my worries
You notice everything

I don’t know if I'll ever fall in love at the right time
So I chose to stay caught up in a white lie
I don’t know that you ever really wanted to be mine
Put on hold, like a letter that you won't write
So let it go, losing hope, I tumble out of the sunlight
All alone, as I wander through the cold night