“I keep my eyes fixed on you”
Least that’s what I said
But is that what I did?
“Here in my heart, there’s your room”
But I’m losing control
And I vowed I’d never lose

Oh my God I’m a mess, Working down my fingertips
Eyes turned back into my brain
Hole in my holiness, what’ll I do with this
If only I could see you through rain

I keep my heart tangled up
In my own headspace, Can someone find the knot?
Here in my room you’ll see a book
With tear-filled pages, From all I haven’t done

Oh my God, where are you, find the nerve to scream at you
Tell you How I lost my first love
Heart turning royal blue, Joy is long overdue
Calling at a wall till it turns to dust
Maybe I’ll find you in the dust

Maybe that’s where
I’ll find you
In the dust
In the dust