This goes out to a lot of people. I am handling depression right now and I… Right now I am sad. I hate the school I am at. I miss my old friends. And please don't judge me. Right now I cannot love boys. I can love my friends but never boys. I had a crush on someone when I was in elementary. And now I am at a different school. And this is hard for me to cope with. Because I did stupid things. And this is a song for the people who is dealing with depression and feel like killing themselves.

I've lost so much time
And cannot think
I have lost my hope
And everything
I wish I could go back to simpler times
But my hands are tied and I just want to die
People are not nice
They just want me dead
I wish I could say that I want to be
I been a cutter and wish I was not the same
People are always lying
And I know it's not the same
I been traveling for so long
And I already hurt

I wish someday my crush could just come on by
And tell me its ok
And he will wrap me up
And he will hold me down
Like I was already his
But its too late

I wish I could just come to his rescue
And be a soul tied around him
But I know it cannot happen
But I know I will always love him
But I also know that I just want to be gone
And never return

This is my life
I just want to die
But when I do
Just let me tell you (Oh God please just let me tell you)
That its not over yet
I just got to fight it
I can't go on (Please God don't let me go on)
I just want to scoot over next to you
I just want to be with you (only you)

I just know your the one for me
I never knew that it was going be you
Right next to me
Just being here
I got to know one simple thing
Will you just stay and be mine forever
And never leave me?
I will catch a grenade for you
If you just stay

I just wanted you to know
That you had my heart a long, long time ago
And I never felt this way before
I Just know that I am here
And I just love the way you feel about me
And that there is nothing worth more than that