I let you down again
Through your point of view I've made a mess of my whole life
I can't change your perception you're best without knowing I have no sympathy
He was my dad too
You moved out west, I stayed back east
Strictly for the family

September brought me nothing but pain
You left me for dead
So I left you a note
It read please leave me alone so I can lick my wounds and get back up on my feet

A subtle scene of imagery you called it as it was
I called you up to let you know I've been rehearsing this for that one day we hash this shit out
I'm not breaking down, I'm building up

It's not that I don't care
I've just been hurt
I'm telling everyone about you
I can't believe it's almost been eight years
It's like a bad dream, we're only getting older