I try to slip away – you wanna make me stay –
Don't try to hold me back – 'cause I would break your neck –
Don't try to make a light – don't even come inside –
You won't like what you'll see – untangle you from me –
You wish I had my wings – like puppets have their strings –
I like the dirt I'm in – hide in my filthy skin –
Don't try to follow me – don't even lean on me –
'cause after losing ground – you would not hear the sound –
If there's a chance to heal these wounds in my hands –
To fill this hole in my heart – to kill this hate in my soul –
If there's a way – you know I'd like you to stay –
You know I'm trying so hard but now I'm down in this hole –
Don't try to set me free – don't even rescue me –
It fucking eats me up – and it will never stop –
I know it's much too late – I feel so unafraid –
And now it's time I guess – to concentrate on death…
… Dying so hard 'cause now I'm down in this hole – (kill me) –
If you believe it would be better to leave –
Because it tears you apart –
Because it's out of control – if you'd decide –
Because you're sick of this fight –
Because it's fucking too hard – then leave me down in this hole