Sometimes
I lie here questioning
Just what the fuck
Do you think you’re doing?

While I’m just
Sitting all alone
Wondering
What went wrong this time?

My phone rang
And I picked it up
Hoping that it was you
Messaging

Seems like I was wrong
Like yesterday
You packed your shit
And walked away

Now you think this is some big joke
Well I’m certainly not amused
And I thought this it was all my fault
But I realized that you never really cared

Hey are you
Stuck with me again?
Cause you seem to be
Talking to me

I know I should
Just walk away
But I really liked
What we used to be

We talked like
Nothing’s even changed
Comfort machine
The tool I am

These paper cuts
So small and meek
But hurt so much
A little sneak

Now you think this is some big joke
Well I’m certainly not amused
And I thought this was all my fault
But I realized that you never really cared

Two nights long
Then I bid farewell
For all the
Triggers I have pulled

I would think twice
But newborns don’t
Deserve the blame
Their parents own

Now you think this is some big joke
Well I’m certainly not amused
And I thought this was all my fault
But I realized that you never really cared

Asked for advice you never took
I’m bored and borderline over-used
Let’s put our friendship in the vault
The end is rarely pre-prepared