I'm cut off, out of the loop, back of the line
Can't get a word in, can't feel your body close to mine
And yeah, it's really quite more painful than it sounds
I can't believe we're losing the connection that we found

I'm heavy with the weight of missing you, my dear
And I would tell you how but you're too far away to hear
That this was the worst day
'Cause this was the first day that you're gone

I would like to think you're okay without me
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me
You're so worth all of this torture
You're so worth all of this torture

I'm fucked up, end of the noose, back of the line
I feel sick when I think of the life I left behind
And yeah, it's really quite more painful than it sounds
You barely gave a fuck before my body hit the ground

I'm heavy with the weight of missing you, my dear
And I would tell you how but you're too far away to hear
That this was the worst day
Cause this was the first day that you're gone

I would like to think you're okay without me
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me
You're so worth all of this torture
You're so worth all of this torture

This is the hardest time to keep your head up
This is the hardest time to feel safe and sound
This is the hardest time to keep your head up
This is the hardest time to feel safe, to feel safe and sound

I would like to think you're okay without me
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me
You're so worth all of this torture
You're so worth all of this torture
I would like to think you're okay without me
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me

You're so worth all of this torture
You're so worth all of this torture
You're so worth all of this torture
So worth all of this torture