[Verse1] Now I'm back to the drugs
My heart beating
I got demons
Feel them creepin'
I don't know if I can
Keep on livin' my life
Thought that I was strong
But turns out it was all lies
There are days
There are nights
When I just wanna die
And I make her eyes cry
When I bring it up
Baby you can take my hand
Trust that I'ma be a man
Even if I'm falling back
I won't give it up

[Chorus] (I got pain and I smoke tryna numb that)
(When I fade nothing change I don't need that)
(I just want the dope)
(Roll it up and smoke it)
(I'm so done with lows)
(Can't get high so fuck it)

[Verse 2] I got pain and I smoke tryna numb that
When I fade nothing change I don't need that
I just want the dope
Roll it up and smoke it
I'm so done with lows
Can't get high so fuck it
I got pain in my brain I can't numb that
I have tried now for years and I'm still sad
I just wanna feel good
Do the things I want to
Change the world and help you
Girl I want to help you