Help me god
What the fuck have I done?
Who am I? What have I become?

Take another fucking pill
Bite back the tears
Escape life, dream forever
Sweet relief, no more pressure
Numb to the pain, but never happy

Demonic presence in my ear
Tell me the lies that I want to hear

Do you want to forget the agony in your life?
I want to erase the memories
Forget the friends and lovers lost
I know I'm heading down a dark path
But I'll do anything to kill the feeling
I'm so sorry

Things have changed
I can only pray so desperately that you forgive me
I want you with me
I promise that I'll never leave your side

My dearest friend until the very end