Thought about you once again
And I got mad at myself
I got out of bed and then
Became somebody else
I retrace all the steps
I've walked a thousand times before
I won't place them there again
Another thousand times I'm sure
And I hope each day you'll call
Though I really know you won't
It might seem I keep control
Though really I don't
And I go out and I get drunk
And I don't care what I say

And some people they get angry
While most just turn away
And the few friends I have left
They worry for my health
Thought about you once again
And I got mad with myself
And I'm losing control
And I don't know what to do
And I'm losing control
It's true
And I'm losing control
And I don't know what to do
And I'm losing control over you over you