[Mattie] I came home early and heard that the synth’s back
I  talked to Briar cause I heard them singing:
“I’m  sad that my trauma fucked up my intentions
To be there for someone I loved who was fading”

I like to hear you play with your synth now
Play  surreptitious music about how
“I’m  a product of trauma, I feel the water
The salt on my jaw, i’m going under”

I  spent some time in my room without talking
To anyone who reminds me of someone
Who made me do things I did not want to happen
So I didn’t talk to like anyone I guess

It  isn’t easy to be around people
When people have caused all the hell that you’ve been through
Though people can care for you best and adore you
People will prompt you to panic when they do

[Jac] Sometimes it’s not what I expect it to be
You’re not the one who hurt me

[Mattie] What did you get when you asked for perfection
What did you get when they didn’t learn a lesson
What did you get when it hurt you to lose them
‘Cause you didn’t wanna have to forgive them

I guess that I could live functionally thinking
That no one else treats me the way that I treat me
And they don’t deserve to think loving me’s easy
I don’t wanna die with no friends on a freeway

Oooooooo o o o o ooooooooooooo o o o ooo
I don’t wanna die, don’t wanna die alone

Oooooooo o o o o ooooooooooooo o o o ooo
The worlds gonna end soon, don’t wanna die on a road

[Jac] Sometimes it’s not what I expect it to be
You’re not the people who hurt me
I fucking wish they rot in hell
But I wish I could love you like I were well