[Intro] Nobody seems to understand that my brain ain't stable
Fuck a rap career
I'm just putting my thoughts on paper

[Verse 1] Nobody seems to understand that my brain ain't stable
Fuck a rap career
I'm just putting my thoughts on paper, look
And I don't give a fuck if you don't vibe with me, ay
Real life problems got me clutching my nine milli
Niggas want my head where I come from
Envy my success and they convinced that I owe them lil' niggas some, ay
Xen don't owe nobody
If you got a problem
Load it, cock it, and fill up my whole body

[Bridge] Everyday, it's like I can't maintain
Still I feel I'm in it for the same thing
All I ever wanted was to get my change
Living shife is my only type of mind frame
Everyday, it's like I can't maintain
Still I feel I'm in it for the same thing
All I ever wanted was to get my change
Living shife is my only type of mind frame
It's in my blood….

[Verse 2] And ain't nobody really got my back
Niggas just be hanging around me because I rap
Ain't no love involved
I learned that from 'Ro
With that being said
I've been ready to go fill me with holes
Everyday, it's like I can't maintain
Still I feel I'm in it for the same thang
All I ever wanted was to get my change
Living shife is my only type of mind frame