If this is the end,
Then I guess I'd better take one look around.
My heart is beating,
Faster than I can count on both hands

And this is my own dark secret.
I know you all tried your best.
Why couldn't I find a reason,
Good enough to get some rest.

And after I'm gone.
Don't even think about it,
Don't ever think about me as I am.
There was a time when I would laugh about it.

I thought It'd never happen.
I'm just fine. A final warning,
If that's what this is I swear that I'm done.
Tomorrow morning.

I'll flush all the rest down I promise.
But deep down I know I'm lying.
I see it in my reflection.
In-between lines I'm flying but crashing fast.

Why couldn't this last.