What is this before me
A goal so selfish
So human

Do you crush your soul
Can you stick it back together

Forever, forever
A lie I tell myself so

I don't scream
Till I'm crazy
Bleeding
Everywhere

To gouge out my eyes
And cut out my tongue

To live a lie
Ignorance is bliss
Or so I'm told
By the falsely
Intelligent, creative, and beautiful

Forever, forever
You haunt me
Like a million
Bones crushing

Cliches
I want to hunt you
Strike at you

Where the blood flows everywhere
And I can
Sleep at night

Where a smile
Isn't a knife
And a frown

Isn't
An
Embrace