Woe is he of excessive faith
I'd like to think of heaven as a solitary place
Standing close to the edge of fate
The skies are disappointments of broken gates

Don't walk away, I still remember the look on your face
And I'm still wondering why, why I left this world behind

Don't forget me when I disappear

Sit back down cause this is really happening
I don't know how I'm gonna make it through it this time

You're so far from me, you seemed so much closer
But I finally cut you off from my shoulder
I welcome change even if it will tear us apart
I can't control my heart

I'm lost, can't seem to find anybody around
Cause I've been waiting for you
You've been evading me
And lately I'm fading

Take me back into my downstairs bedroom
Where we were known to do
What we do when the moon
Would show it's face by the afternoon

Never really meant enough to throw it away
Because I didn't even see it till I saw you today
And now I'm really fucking feeling like a kid anyway
So just stay

Don't forget me I know I try to disappear
I'm not even real
Tell me one more time
That I'm still alive

Something tells me I'm not ready for what I'm expecting
I'm so tired of this so tired of this
Something tells me I'm not ready for what I'm expecting
I'm so tired of this so tired of this

I'm better off when I'm nowhere to be found
I'll keep myself drunk in bed inside my parents house
I'm locked inside with time to kill
I'm abusing sleeping pills

Sit back down cause this is really happening
I don't know how I'm gonna make it through it this time
Sit back down cause this is really happening
I don't know how I'm gonna make it through it this time

Something tells me I'm not ready for this let-down I'm expecting
I'm so tired of this
Something tells me I'm not ready for this let-down I'm expecting
I'm so tired of this
Something tells me I'm not ready for this let-down I'm expecting
I'm so tired of this
Something tells me I'm not ready for this let-down I'm expecting
I'm so tired of this