[Chorus] My life's a waste, my time is near
And I want to say how I want you here
Alluring, assure me I'm broken but worthy
Of everything you said I'm not

[Bridge] When talking to my shadow (uwu)
How I wished that something mattered (uwu)

[Verse 1] So I do these drugs to cope
Don't know why they call it dope
'Cause nothing's dope about me when I'm high
Well I feel like a dope so I guess thats why
Spinning cigarette buds
Talking to your grandpa
Wishing you were here
Oh yeah, I understand it
Command it, hope that I planned it
The sea, that grows bigger
Than we had imagined

[Chorus] My life's a waste, my time is near
And I want to say how I want you here
Alluring, assure me I'm broken but worthy
Of everything you said I'm not
When talking to my shadow (uwu)
How I wished that something mattered (uwu)