From the search party, I'm coming to find you, before the softness of the night pull you in
Remind you of the closeness we once shared, befor the armor,
Before the distance, and the violence of depression took hold, before the doubt, before despair
And the death of us is all that is remembered
Let us try, let us struggle, let us hope, let us tear our chests wide open,
I will swin, I will crawl, I will scale buildings before I accept that it’s over
It was a weakness we didn't see coming
You can't fix me just because I am like you until you breathe through my lungs, felt my heartbeat
You won’t know you picked me up draped in black orchids, breathed a sign of hope
This would be the change we waited for
I still hear the hum of the radio, a heaven of amplifiers, armed with that photo booth smile
You smelled of heartache, flowers and ash
It's a feeling we get when we watch the rain, it's a feeling we get in the autumn air
These nights shaped us, these nights defined us
Drown out the sound, just keep laughing, they don't deserve to know