I bite my tongue just to cough it up
I count my blessings just to slander my luck
I’m feeling good but I want it to stop
Kinda like it at the bottom
Wanna get to the top

I just wanna be alone
I just wanna be on my own
It doesn’t mean that I love you less
Honey, I’m just trying to do my best
For you

Well I’ve spent most my life in a beautiful place
Now I spend most my time feeling unsafe
My lines are blurred
My fingers crossed
I feel right at home
I feel completely lost

I just wanna be alone
I just wanna be on my own
It doesn’t mean that I love you less
Honey, I’m just trying to be my best
For you

Giving up and giving in
What’s there to do but do it all over again