I don't really want
To keep on doing this
But I do it anyway
Need to get over it
But it's oppressing me to stay…

I know I should be laughing
Feeling grateful and blessed
But depression is haunting me again
Anxiety won't allow me to rest…

Obliged to do a daily check
The doors,the windows,my things
Everything must be safe
The answers so correct
Can't just check them once
Three times still not enough
And it's driving me mad…

I know I should be laughing
Feeling grateful and blessed
But depression is haunting me again
Anxiety won't allow me to rest…

I can see you're annoyed
By what I do
But I can't promise change
If it's not true
In reality is annoying me too
My tendencies I didn't choose
It's actually bothering me
More than it does to you
My apology is the proof…

I know I should be laughing
Feeling grateful and blessed
But depression is haunting me again
Anxiety won't allow me to rest…