21 thoughts getting older in my head,
Pros and cons, what' been said,
How I am. How I will be.
From this fence I'll never see

I don't want forever to start from now,
And you know me I get freaked out,
Too worried to smile, too stubborn to cry
I shiver. I'm scared.

Chorus:
'Cause I wanna hide yeah it's decision time and I've been

Thinking
Things I'm not proud of. You know I'm filled with doubt
But I've been drinking
And now the best thing to do is the last thing I'd
Choose.

Our love was never a barrier
Three years too young to make it work
And I'm so unsure but I cannot hide
I shiver. I'm scared

Chorus

It's not that easy…