Being alive is such a fucking joke
It's the reason i have to smoke
Not tryna be woke just cope
I’m not tryna look for some answers
To why people have to get cancer
And why theres natural disasters
Or why i keep feeling sadder
Can't understand my obsession with wonderland
Grandeur drawn by the hand of a child's crayon
There's a lack of parallax
A blatant ignorance of facts
No shame believing the earth's flat
But embarrassed to talk about what i want
Catch a glimpse for an instance
Still anticlimactic persistence
30 meters of distance no difference
Just forget this after listening
The future lying in a cat box
Locked away leaving me lost
Fleeting moments of emotion flowing like the ocean's tides
A quotient of the commotion coating my own mind
Do I believe a lie or try to see with my own eyes
Dancing within the pits connecting together time
Side character in the grand scheme of time
Lookin at a scene painted in a picture book
Cookin up a dream but the trees never shook
A solitary testimony to nobody on being phony
Contorting perception but still noone knows me
Just a drop in the ocean seeping into a pond
Never know if what I'm saying is right or wrong
I’ve reached the event horizon
Duality of the sun rising, it brightens
The moon comes up the seasons siphon
Heart tightens but no point in trying
No point in trying

Nothing ever happens, no clapping at the end
No purpose nothing to comprehend
Act like i feel nothing but im bluffing
Mixed feelings All these rumors im hearing
Take away the surface and then what is revealing
Purity basked in oil within a barren topsoil
A relic of a timeline shattered into shards
In other words
In other words

I wish somebody had told me
That I’d be feeling so lonely
That everyday would be the same

I wish somebody had told me
That id be feeling so lonely
That everyday would be the same
That noone would try to no me
But i guess it's kind of cozy
I’ll just watch the sunset
Try to look back with no regret
Don't fret about a life I've never lived
Stay positive, just stay positive